Neglected

This is for JPB... I was hurt, okay?! :(

I needed a friend, but you sent me away.
Now I’m stuck here wondering what to say.
Should I say “sorry” for disturbing your call?
Maybe it’s best to say nothing at all.

That time, you were the only one online,
Thought you could help with a problem that was mine.
But I only got neglected, I feel so unprotected.
A bridge that broken; before it had spoken.

Getting hurt, I didn’t mean to feel.
But it’s just too hard to break a deal,
the deal of friendship to help when in need.
Not to trample their hearts without any heed.

Here I go again with my selfish recollections,
thinking only about myself and my friendly obsessions.
But I want you to know that my intentions are clear.
I only want to make a friend for me to hold dear.